Crepuscule

Crepuscule

You pierced my heart
with the cold steal
I watched your eyes
the love
in your eyes gone.

The dagger you wiped
on your shirt
I could feel the blood
from my heart
pouring from the wound.


The wound you left
in my heart
the blood rushing
from my body
I feel my heart slow down.

My body falls
restfully numb
I can't feel my hands
the hands that
held you close many nights.

Darkness
encompasses me
you lift my limp body
as you place me in the
waves of the ocean.

Is this our farewell


Ceil Alexander

Blue Eyes

When first I
saw you
on the street hiding
behind your brother

I looked

into those

blue eyes

i could see the man

A man
with a heart
hurting
filled with pain

Capable
of love
jovial smile
reaching for me

Deep
within your soul
i can see the real
you, hiding from the world

What
what are you
scared of
getting hurt again

Open
your heart
love me as i love you
listen to my soul

My lost friend

I would have rather
not loved you
then lost you as a friend

Your friendship
means more then I
could ever express

Sorry
I didn't listen
and wasn't there

You needed
my friendship
and now we are departed

bereavement

Hiding
not wanting to

come out to play

Clouds

billowing in
black, dreary, heavy

Breeze
blowing my hair
chills on my bare skin

Cold
wetness
crying from the sky

Rain
feels my pain
my heart, icy cold dead inside

Love
lost in the wind
never to be found

Cold
icy hands
winter blows on as do i

~ceil alexander

Enchantment

Your hand
grabbing mine
we walk on the dirt pathway

Your tattered
Keats poetry
the itchy wool blanket

Stars
swirling above
our heads in the dark sky

Deep
hazel eyes
staring deep into my soul

A caputured moment
two lovers
entwined in each others arms

Your hand
reaches for my chin
we kiss, everlasting enduring

~ ceil alexander

*Dedicated to William where ever you may be

Puddle

A single tear
drizzled
from my eye

I placed my finger
on my
cheek

It is ink
black ink
leaking from my eyes

Dripping down my chin
making
puddles of words

Crawling
down my
bare arms

Entwined
around my legs
tickling my toes

Words leaking
from
every pore

unfolding
   bloom
life

My eyes
dripping
my thoughts pouring

Down
in a puddle
tickling my toes

pacify
  yearn
agony

My skin
it is black
drips of ink

lust
 disgust
intrigue

burning
  infection
hold me

~ceil alexander

Blossom

Are you happy
do you feel good
when you use women
for your pleasure

You call it blossoming
you do this to women
Little do you know
we see your insecurities

Hide behind that pain
cause pain to woman
you are just a scared little boy
who doesn't know how to love

You won't open your heart
will you ever find
your inner soul and
what makes you blossom

You steal,
you stole a life
plucked from one that loved you
the only one that could see the
real you, barried deep inside.

Do you feel strong,

does it make you estatatic

your cold heart, black blood

plusing through your veins.

How long will you

make women scream

before you realize

you are the dilemma.

~ceil alexander